His words fester beneath the surface, weary words of disdain and ill repute. But what can I do, and how can I be anything more? For I am just another daughter, a regret still in the making. And my existence is a constant reminder of all he’s ever done wrong.
Thinking of you today and I ask myself this… How can anyone be lonely when they have a million friends? But I suppose it’s more than that isn’t it? It’s the foundation the connectedness the secret loyalties among confidences. All these things matter in order to gauge the true value of a friend. And sadly without the right combination our state of loneliness is never very far away.
For everyone here on WordPress, this is what you do to me whenever I read your lovely words. Thank you for always inspiring me and leaving me feeling comforted and loved. It’s this community that really brings me home.
Oh the feeling When I read such words The kind that touch my soul It’s pure bliss Orgasmic Mind-blowing Genius And I just want to shout out My unfeigned amazement From the rooftops Every time you write
It’s like a mother Who watches her child Take their first step Excitement and pride Respect and elation Gratitude and wonderment They all flood my chest Puffing it up With crisp memories Of bygone days The ones you leave me remembering The ones I want to hold on to Gripping tight to those nostalgic days Because I fear letting go
After all, I may never remember Those precious nuggets of time The ones that settle deep down In the hidden recesses Of my aging heart So I hold on Grasping ― white-knuckled Death gripping your words Because each lovely Beautiful Heartfelt word Each one of them Brings me home
There have been so many disappointments in my life over the past several years and I think a lot of those issues started with being on social media and the repercussions that came with being on there. I have mulled over this subject for months and months now and I have finally decided that the time has come for me to close all of my social media accounts. And as many of you have probably noticed, I haven’t been writing much in recent days. I just feel like I need to take a step back in many ways. I have so many other priorities right now and I feel like I need to be focusing my time in other areas of my life. If any of you need to contact me, I can still be reached by email which can be found if you click on my Gravatar. Thank you all for understanding, and I will still be providing the writing prompts every month and doing my best to keep up with all of that. Love you guys… ~M xo
*Written ages ago and I don’t even remember what I was thinking about at the time. Just cleaning out the notes section on my phone. 😉 So beware, I’ve got over 200 more notes to look through, and I’m guessing there may be more of these weird ones to come. 😉