Silent killer, invisible threat, wrapped around my heart like an all-consuming net. Tugging, squeezing, barely able to breathe, this is the reason why I endlessly grieve. The elephant in the room gets heavier on my heart, feels like my insides are being ripped apart. Loss is a thing I cannot seem to bear; still, the weight of it follows me everywhere.
If only everyone were like you, but then you wouldn’t be so special to me. It’s your uniqueness that makes me adore you, and you’re all that I can see. There isn’t another I’d rather spend my time with; nobody else will ever do. You’re the one I want to share my whole life with; I just can’t live without you.
I live for the moments, the rare ones with you, sacred and special, even though they are few. And I hold on to those times, keep them close to my heart, so whenever you leave, we’re never really apart.
I live for the moments, the days that we share, living and loving with your smile right there. And I’ll never stop wanting to keep you close by my side; the best times in life are when we collide.
I live for the moments, the times we’re alone; we may not get them often, but you are my home. And I love you more with every year that goes by, you’re the reason I live and the reason I sigh.